October 3, 2019 § 4 Comments
About 7 years since I last wrote here
A new follower got me logging in
I wonder on how you’ll are
So out of touch from a far
Life took over and I have been on my own
Still pressing on but unsure I’ve grown
They say I’m wise and they seek my advice
The pragmatic way to live beyond your size
I seek the thrill that temporarily suffice
Choices I believe like lucky dice.
September 24, 2012 § 18 Comments
I often wonder what my life be like
If I hadn’t destroyed that innocent life
I do deserve this sad, pointless state
For you didn’t even have a choice to make
Now I bare the sins I made
So distant my selfish dreams at stake
Finding luck is too far away
I had chances, but there’s still a debt to pay.
June 28, 2012 § 5 Comments
Ruin, I evade to seek
cannot bare my sores excrete
I labor this goal of mine
my dreams so far behind.
June 20, 2012 § 11 Comments
This page has gone dormant Searching uncertain pigment An absolute insanity Seeking for my reality…
April 30, 2012 § 13 Comments
Walk into a room with head held high
Petty dialogues until the mind runs dry
In seclusion rest the truth harshly
Disguised courage I see through me.
April 28, 2012 § 30 Comments
I never talk about my relationships here
Someone specific might see, I fear
You see, we’re close to a decade
And back to strangers we seem to fade
I hate the way he has become with me
And only with me
The ugly snaps and hurtful words
he says it only to me.
Yet soft tones and friendly smiles he gives away even to passers by
I have long pondered to free me
For thoughts once acted are too heavy.
March 15, 2012 § 15 Comments
Two weeks ago, my boyfriend recommended me to watch this BBC documentary, Toughest Place to be a Bus Driver. He is an editor in one of the local news channel in our city so he was saying that the output was so well done and found out that it was all shot by one camera man. It’s pretty remarkable work but setting aside the creative technicalities of the video, a London bus driver Josh West came to the Philippines to try to drive a bus but to his surprise he got to drive something different. The film also introduces the audience to the disappointingly sad realities of poor Filipinos. It’s the first time I cried on watching a documentary.
I won’t spoil the film so I won’t say much. It’s worth your 60 minutes.
March 13, 2012 § 8 Comments
i feel the need to write in puzzles
not divulging my soloist huddles
perplexed passiveness infested role
infecting, neglecting an injured soul.
February 20, 2012 § 21 Comments
Insane perfusion of altered cognition
pass realization, only confusion
hypoxic state, the need to vacate
palpate my nerves, palpitate with words
escape apprehension, I relate in seclusion.
February 6, 2012 § 28 Comments
This morning around 11:49, I woke up as I felt my bed shaking. As I laid, I wondered if it’s my dog scratching vigorously under the bed. As I sat down, the entire bed was shaking! I sat there and waited. Until few seconds more, it didn’t stop. I could hear someone outside yelling that the hanging light fixtures is about to drop. It lasted for around 30 seconds or more… I then thought, what if a tsunami will follow?! How can we save ourselves? As I recall, seeing videos of Japan’s massive tsunami and earthquake.
I typically don’t tweet often but after that, I tweeted “earthquake just woke me up!” I then realized numerous places where it hit. Then a tsunami alert came! I am like, NO this must be false news! It was true after all, but I discovered only around 3pm that it was lifted. Whew, good thing. Until now, we still feel the after shock. It scares me. I’m not ignorant of nature’s capabilities of destruction.
I ‘m lucky that I was home during that happened. I saw in the news that it was difficult for others cause they were at work, school or out in the streets. Five people died as reported and several false news scattered.
That’s it for now. I pray that all will be okay.