January 31, 2012 § 20 Comments
i still don’t know how to start this.. i have no words to say on how i feel..
but this song came in to mind. i share to you all.
the melody – exactly how i feel
the lyrics – i couldn’t have said it better.
“The Ice Is Getting Thinner”
We’re not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.
We bury our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained.
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we’d speak.
And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the floes under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me.
We’re not the same, dear,
And it seems to me
There’s nowhere we can go
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it’s true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
January 31, 2012 § 5 Comments
(my instant thought after a difficult….)
things has to change
so must i
enough with the fantasies
it must die
antagonistic i may be
you’ll thank me soon
you will see
January 29, 2012 § 10 Comments
Added another site called, scribblingsummer
This site, I dedicate to my little and sweet dog named, Summer.
My other passion is taking photographs and I hope you visit and follow the site.
January 24, 2012 § 19 Comments
Thank you to Laura for this One Lovely Blog award! Visit her site cheesecakesummer ! I am humbled and it really means a lot. Always brings a smile to my face if a fellow blogger passes an award to me. To all of you, thank you so much!
Looks like there are no rules for this award, but Laura shared 7 things that makes her happy. Since there are no rules, I’ll share 3 just because it’s my favorite number.
1. Traveling – I love going to different places, sad thing is I haven’t for a while due to financial issues
2. Spending time with family and love ones – always great to have the family complete and enjoy each other
3. Clean room – I could be so lazy and my room left so chaotic but now its oh so tidy and sanitized
Next, is to pass this award to fellow bloggers but there are no rules on how many so I pass this award to 3. Here goes!
1. Mike – a photographer with beautiful photos
2. Amra – a brilliant writer with amazing stories and poems
3. Elyas – a dear fellow blogger with various write ups and alluring poems
Again, I am so thankful to everyone who takes time visiting my site and reading my entries.
Have a great one!
January 24, 2012 § 26 Comments
I think it’s not worth it to post it here about what happened earlier at a coffee shop. But I need to vent out just because this incident irritates me.
Four days ago I saw my friend who I haven’t seen for months, her name is Natalie and we used to be in the same company. That instant she wanted to have coffee but I had another appointment so instead we planned our coffee date next Monday.
Monday came, we planned to meet at the mall’s coffee shop. I arrived there first, I saw at a distance there was a vacant table so I asked the gaurd if it was vacant, and it was. As I sat there, I thought if I’m gonna order now or later, so I decided I’m gonna wait for her so we can order together.
About ten or fifteen minutes had passed and still she wasn’t there, but it was just fine with me until…
A tall, old white guy (foreigner with an accent) with maybe his local girlfriend came to the picture. He went to order as his girlfriend or who knows maybe it was his daughter was left there standing. I was texting Natalie, then suddenly he asked me if I’m a customer there, “Yes.” I said, “I’m just waiting for someone.”
” We gotta sit and I ordered something. ” he said showing me his number with a receipt. I said “Yes I’m gonna order, I’m just waiting.” Then the girlfriend with an angry tone said “lets talk to the manager.” I just looked at then with a blank stare ( but I was waring my sunglasses so) then I saw them both talking to an employee, maybe it was the manager, I don’t even know. I looked the other way looking at the passers by and waiting for a text message. The old guy again, I saw him standing in front of me and I heard him say, “she’s writing something.” That time I was texting Natalie about the situation. I realized that he was talking to his girlfriend ( letting me feel that I should leave, I guess ). Blah blah blah whatever the big deal is, why they can’t find another table. Next to me a table sitting there was a girl reading a book, the drink was already finished, why don’t they bother her. Anyway, a waiter came and asked me if I’m gonna order. I said ” Yes, if I wanted to order a while ago I could, but I wanted to wait for my friend, and get this table.” He just wiped the table and smiled after. In my head, I like going to this place, I am a frequent customer. I don’t have quarrels with anyone.
Natalie called, she was at a different branch of the coffee shop (opposite side of the mall) but with same name, I just laughed and asked her if its the coffee shop across Yellow Cab, she was like “oh gosh I’m a different place” she told me she was there for a while already waiting for me, and she even left her phone and someone gave it back to her (she had her own dilemma as well) . Came time we ordered, the old guy was still there talking, I was like smiling, at that time I didn’t care about him. After we ordered Natalie and I went on chatting, when he came out he gave me a look again, I’m like, too bad. Really, over a table they could have saved all the drama. I just realized that earlier when the table was vacant, I even asked the employee if it was vacant before I sat down. I mean, there was no one there sitting and I asked if it’s okay to have that table. Save me from being nice, please!
If it was the other way around, I wouldn’t even have the nerve to ask him if he was a customer. I would have looked for another table, if there’s none, I’ll find another table, maybe wait, or decide on another coffee shop. Simple, no drama, no mess.
January 20, 2012 § 21 Comments
so young yet withering
jaded, not inspiring
aching for a sudden chance
silent dreams at a distance.