September 24, 2012 § 18 Comments
I often wonder what my life be like
If I hadn’t destroyed that innocent life
I do deserve this sad, pointless state
For you didn’t even have a choice to make
Now I bare the sins I made
So distant my selfish dreams at stake
Finding luck is too far away
I had chances, but there’s still a debt to pay.
June 28, 2012 § 5 Comments
Ruin, I evade to seek
cannot bare my sores excrete
I labor this goal of mine
my dreams so far behind.
June 20, 2012 § 11 Comments
This page has gone dormant Searching uncertain pigment An absolute insanity Seeking for my reality…
April 30, 2012 § 13 Comments
Walk into a room with head held high
Petty dialogues until the mind runs dry
In seclusion rest the truth harshly
Disguised courage I see through me.
March 15, 2012 § 15 Comments
Two weeks ago, my boyfriend recommended me to watch this BBC documentary, Toughest Place to be a Bus Driver. He is an editor in one of the local news channel in our city so he was saying that the output was so well done and found out that it was all shot by one camera man. It’s pretty remarkable work but setting aside the creative technicalities of the video, a London bus driver Josh West came to the Philippines to try to drive a bus but to his surprise he got to drive something different. The film also introduces the audience to the disappointingly sad realities of poor Filipinos. It’s the first time I cried on watching a documentary.
I won’t spoil the film so I won’t say much. It’s worth your 60 minutes.
February 20, 2012 § 21 Comments
Insane perfusion of altered cognition
pass realization, only confusion
hypoxic state, the need to vacate
palpate my nerves, palpitate with words
escape apprehension, I relate in seclusion.
February 6, 2012 § 28 Comments
This morning around 11:49, I woke up as I felt my bed shaking. As I laid, I wondered if it’s my dog scratching vigorously under the bed. As I sat down, the entire bed was shaking! I sat there and waited. Until few seconds more, it didn’t stop. I could hear someone outside yelling that the hanging light fixtures is about to drop. It lasted for around 30 seconds or more… I then thought, what if a tsunami will follow?! How can we save ourselves? As I recall, seeing videos of Japan’s massive tsunami and earthquake.
I typically don’t tweet often but after that, I tweeted “earthquake just woke me up!” I then realized numerous places where it hit. Then a tsunami alert came! I am like, NO this must be false news! It was true after all, but I discovered only around 3pm that it was lifted. Whew, good thing. Until now, we still feel the after shock. It scares me. I’m not ignorant of nature’s capabilities of destruction.
I ‘m lucky that I was home during that happened. I saw in the news that it was difficult for others cause they were at work, school or out in the streets. Five people died as reported and several false news scattered.
That’s it for now. I pray that all will be okay.
January 31, 2012 § 20 Comments
i still don’t know how to start this.. i have no words to say on how i feel..
but this song came in to mind. i share to you all.
the melody – exactly how i feel
the lyrics – i couldn’t have said it better.
“The Ice Is Getting Thinner”
We’re not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.
We bury our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained.
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we’d speak.
And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the floes under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me.
We’re not the same, dear,
And it seems to me
There’s nowhere we can go
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it’s true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
January 31, 2012 § 5 Comments
(my instant thought after a difficult….)
things has to change
so must i
enough with the fantasies
it must die
antagonistic i may be
you’ll thank me soon
you will see