September 24, 2012 § 18 Comments
I often wonder what my life be like
If I hadn’t destroyed that innocent life
I do deserve this sad, pointless state
For you didn’t even have a choice to make
Now I bare the sins I made
So distant my selfish dreams at stake
Finding luck is too far away
I had chances, but there’s still a debt to pay.
June 28, 2012 § 5 Comments
Ruin, I evade to seek
cannot bare my sores excrete
I labor this goal of mine
my dreams so far behind.
June 20, 2012 § 11 Comments
This page has gone dormant Searching uncertain pigment An absolute insanity Seeking for my reality…
April 30, 2012 § 13 Comments
Walk into a room with head held high
Petty dialogues until the mind runs dry
In seclusion rest the truth harshly
Disguised courage I see through me.
April 28, 2012 § 30 Comments
I never talk about my relationships here
Someone specific might see, I fear
You see, we’re close to a decade
And back to strangers we seem to fade
I hate the way he has become with me
And only with me
The ugly snaps and hurtful words
he says it only to me.
Yet soft tones and friendly smiles he gives away even to passers by
I have long pondered to free me
For thoughts once acted are too heavy.
March 13, 2012 § 8 Comments
i feel the need to write in puzzles
not divulging my soloist huddles
perplexed passiveness infested role
infecting, neglecting an injured soul.
February 20, 2012 § 21 Comments
Insane perfusion of altered cognition
pass realization, only confusion
hypoxic state, the need to vacate
palpate my nerves, palpitate with words
escape apprehension, I relate in seclusion.
January 31, 2012 § 5 Comments
(my instant thought after a difficult….)
things has to change
so must i
enough with the fantasies
it must die
antagonistic i may be
you’ll thank me soon
you will see
January 20, 2012 § 21 Comments
so young yet withering
jaded, not inspiring
aching for a sudden chance
silent dreams at a distance.